I sometimes wonder what the the world sees when they look into my life. What do I look like? What does my aura feel like? Are my eyes really that big, and do i really laugh as much as everyone says I do? Are my morals and standards strange to some, or are they clear cut and respectable? what about my trials? Everyone always says that i hide my things well, but is that the truth? Am i good at keeping the world out of my small bit of hell?
These questions asked, i'm glad for whatever the world sees me as. I'm perfectly happy with my appearance. I do my best to send out positive vibes. I'm completely content with the things i stand for, in fact i am more than happy to spend my life standing for something. Most importantly, i wouldn't trade my small bit of hell for anything. I have constantly been reminded how beautiful the hardships i face are and how grateful i am to deal with the things i do. With every inch of hell i faithfully face i am rewarded with a mile of heaven.
Once these thoughts clear my mind, i wonder what it would be like if i was unexpectedly given someones else's life. Would I be content? Would i face life with as much grace as the one before me did? Would my past life benefit my new one, or would it affect at all if i sank or swim?
And again i am reminded how beautiful my life is. I wouldn't last one minute in someone else's shoes, and quite frankly, i am perfectly fine with that. I love this life i was given.
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