Tandem.

To Do List Number 25:

Ride a Tandem Bike

As Brittani and I were standing outside the institute building, hesitating to leave EFY, two gentlemen  rode up on their tandem bike. Of course we freaked out. The boys were kind enough to offer us a ride on the bike, and we excitedly accepted the offer.

Brittani and I weren't actually able to get the bike going, we had to have our man friends help us out. 

We each took turns being the back passenger, which was fine with me.

The two minutes I was actually riding the bike was so much fun. Everything I imagined it being. It was like I was flying! Which totally summed up the week I had. 

Nothing like ending an amazing week with a tandem bike ride eh?

More.

"Theres nothing worse

than living less

when you yearn for something more"

-Bon Jovi

Harmonic connection between all beings.

I want to be able to write beautiful lyrics. I want to be able to play a beautiful melody on an instrument. I want to feel the passion I once did. I was queen of music, then I died. Dying seems to put a wrench in all of my plans. I planned to be a rockstar. I planned to play bass, and piano, and drums. I planned to be the girl with a guitar pick necklace and an ipod plugged into my ears 24/7. I planned to attend every show I possibly could. I planned to breathe, eat, sleep... just flat out live music. I guess I still do. The music still runs through my veins. I'm always listening. I'm always paying attention to the rhythm in everything. And shows, they will always be my favorite place. I just have to get out of the trees and remember its not too late to go on with my plans. I will be a rockstar. I will play the beautiful melody. I will have that guitar pick necklace. Because it's what I planned. And the real me follows through with my plans.

Captain.

limted?

How am I supposed to know what my limits are if I don't test them?

 

I need combat boots.

Change Pt. 2

Sick.

This week did not go as planned,

and its not getting better very quickly.

I hate pulling myself out of ruts like this.

I just would like to feel normal again,

and fast.

Because I feel weak and emotionless,

and I do not like it.

YouGotMe.

You.

Flick your cigarette and kiss me.

Her.

To see her is to love her,

And love her but forever,

For nature made her what she is,

And never made another.


-Robert Burns

Listen.

I doubt I'll ever forget this night.